Please,just let it go

WEATHER : FOGGY AND COLD
LISTENING TO : JUST A KISS
LOCATION : BEDROOM
ON MY MIND : VEXED , ANXIOUS




It's currently 1.02 PM and it is super cloudy outside,seems like going to rain again.Feel like I've not seen the warm sunshine for a long time.My heart mind is feeling very empty now,and slowly getting frosty.There must be something happened on me,and I knew it even though how hard I try to hide it in some where,some place where no one knows,and so the longer the time passes,I thought I can slowly forget it.But, last night,a few words changed everything.I realize that I was not good enough to defend my past-feelings,they bursted out,in my heart no matter how I try to resist them.lol.I refuse to let people who try to get into my world and replace the only  place.What I'm thinking or what I want,they're unawere,just let it continue to be buried in the same place,just like before.I've suffered in the pain a hundred of times,those wounds are still impressed,deeply stay in my mind.As a human,I'm just trying to protect myself from getting hurts again.Everyone hates sorrow,so am I.But,this is not a simple problem can be solved in a short period of time.Maybe,time is the best drug that could let people forget those unhappy memories,although I know that waiting is definitely not the best way to cover or escape from the reality.I don't want to mess this thing up,I don't want to push too far.I know it's time to leave,wake up from fantasy,thank you for letting me be so happy even if only a moment,but you will be in my dreams.


I quarreled with my mum last night, this makes me feel worse.I hate those who do not keep their promise.-.- Listen to the songs will let me feel better. 

-I blog to express , not impress- END .