I'm so sick of everything

I have no idea why my heel just dry like hell recently.The major skin of my heel is peeling now and become seriously pain-.-lol.And so,tadaaaaaaaaaaaa,here's my SAVIOUR!It's a moisture cream,works to moisture both on and below the surface of my cracked heel skin.Mummy bought it for me just now by the way.She says that she feel very sick while looking on my heel=__=,she complains that my heel looks like shit and something disgusting-.- .I still do not know the effect yet,cause this is my first try.Hope that it's really works on me.

Honestly sometimes I just want to pack my stuffs up and leave to another town,city,watever.Everything's so stressful.I just can't stop thinking about him in my mind when I am lying on my bed everyday or everynight. I'm driving myself nuts.*sigh.Everytime I look at him it feels special.The way he talk,smile,laugh,piss,just retain deeply in my mind.

gosh I saw the things that I should not see in the afternoon.Yes,I've make a big mistake,I feel like I'm a sinner,peeping his privacy.-.- Although I know that it was wrong,but I can't control my own thinking,I'm so curious about him,I want to know everything about him-.- am I insane?-.-lol